Nostalgia

I am going to tackle some more sorting of "stuff" today.

After going through the things I have the past few weeks,
I am realizing how things felt important at one time in
Life can become "mind boggling" later on.

What I mean is that things that seemed so important to
remember and save a few years ago have little or no
meaning now.

Some things I am glad to remember and that is good.
Others I would have rather they stayed gone...you know?

Everything I go through seems to have a connection to Mom.
Not that that is a bad thing, it isn't. It just is.

Moving on in MY Life requires this cleansing and trashing
of all that clutter in box after box.

Some will go to the charities to let others realize the
potential they hold. The rest will be thrown in the Garbage.

I feel so powerful doing this job. It is the first time in
a long time I feel in FULL control of what happens next.

There have been books I have read that told me this was true.
I never believed it till I began the process.

Making the decision not to hold back this time was enthralling
in that I really FEEL the weight lifting in both my
changing my eating patterns and in the clutter going
out the door.

Making a new start is wonderful after so long of being
stuck in a rut.

Hope this helps someone else too.

Loving Mommie and Daddy will never change. What will is
that from now on my thoughts will be my own, and no worry
about what anyone else thinks. I put that on myself. I am
the only one who can remove it.

That is something I realize. The bonds that hold me are only
the ones I control. I no longer can blame anyone else for
my wellbeing. There were times I had to do that to survive.

Now I let that phase of my Life go away as I feel the
power and strength to take my own Destiny in MY OWN HANDS.


Wahoo, it feels so good!

Hope your day is good, mine is going great even with the
weather being dreary.

Happy Sunday!

Hugs

Katie